Today I felt a whole lot more inspired and motivated than the last few days. This bird is probably one of my favorites. I want to continue adding and changing it. I’m not about realistic paintings, so I am not attempting to make this more realistic. But there are details to edit and I want to change the flow of the feathers a touch. Good thing about paint is that you can build upon continuously; well to a point at least to upgrade it.

I’m just happy overall and I’m feeling more happy about my art work. I’m less afraid to shun my creativity than I was in the beginning. unfortunately I can’t keep at this like I want to for the night, since I work before the sun comes up tomorrow.

The last few weeks was a difficult struggle pushing myself to this point. I now feel that my soul is right where I need to be as far as direction. I’m now in the full state of learning, experimenting and growth. I just have to keep pushing through my “difficult mental” days that I have from time to time. And soon enough, I will feel more of me as far as whole and less fear in my life. Maybe this time by next year, I will be able to have clients? For I haven’t stepped in that pond yet. More or less walking around it as I learn to trust myself.